SWEET SUICIDE

it was a sweet suicide
and I'm here now
it was a wonderful suicide
and I'm here now
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I do remember the blood
dark cherry splatter all over
I do remember the song
unsent poetry from a distant lover
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it was a sweet suicide
and I'm here now
it was a wonderful suicide
and I'm here now
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being dead isn't too bad
just another beginning for another  mistake
but no more pain you can add
you just wanted to sleep and to never awake
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it was a sweet suicide
and I'm here now
it was a wonderful suicide
and I'm here now

                            

ICARUS

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terbang tinggi ke matahari

meski harus terbakar mati

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Gin Compositions

Some recipes with gin, try some and have fun. ENJOY!

Martini

INGREDIENTS:

  • 2 1/2 oz gin

  • 1/2 oz dry vermouth

  • 1 green olive or lemon twist for garnish

PREPARATION:

  1. Pour the ingredients into a mixing glass with ice cubes.

  2. Stir well.

  3. Strain into a chilled cocktail glass.

  4. Garnish with the olive or lemon twist

Abbey Cocktail

INGREDIENTS:

  • 1 1/4 oz orange juice

  • 1 1/4 oz gin

  • 2 dashes orange bitters

  • maraschino cherry for garnish

PREPARATION:

  1. Pour the ingredients into a shaker with ice cubes.

  2. Shake well.

  3. Strain into a chilled cocktail glass.

  4. Garnish with the cherry.

Income Tax Cocktail

INGREDIENTS:

  • 2 oz gin

  • 1/4 oz sweet vermouth

  • 1/4 oz dry vermouth

  • 1 oz orange juice

  • Angostura bitters to taste

  • orange twist for garnish

PREPARATION:

  1. Pour the ingredients into a shaker with ice cubes.

  2. Shake well.

  3. Strain into a chilled cocktail glass.

  4. Garnish with the orange twist.

Pink Gin

INGREDIENTS:

  • 1 1/2 oz gin

  • 3-4 dashes Angostura bitters

PREPARATION:

  1. Pour the ingredients into a shaker with ice cubes.

  2. Shake well.

  3. Strain into a chilled cocktail glass

                                                      Cocktail_glass

Snake and Dandelions

Snakedandelion

Snake And Dandelions

belajar menggambar, hehehe... media: pensil, di hvs, trus retouched pake photoshop. hope you gonna like this one.

Brrrhh

Steel Demon

yang ini juga sama, pensil di kertas hvs retouched pake photoshop.

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The Reign Of Cans

Flowerpassarminggu2_1    Mordenbluedevilfat_1 Nsaneorangeline    Sambelzbintaro Lostartbr_1   Sadness

they got to see us now, they got to see us

they can never understand, though

the reign of cans

sources:

http://www.graffiti.org/index.html

http://indograffiti.bravehost.com/

http://lost.art.br/flip.htm

http://www.helga.com/collections/everyday/graffiti/graffiti.html

BIKINI BOTTOM, the tribute

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MENANGKAP UBUR-UBUR

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menangkap ubur-ubur

menangkap ubur-ubur

menangkap ubur-ubur

menangkap ubur-ubuuuuuuuuur

menangkap ubur-ubuuuuuuuuuur

menangkap ubur-ubuuuuuuuuuuur

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ayo, patrick, kita menangkap ubur-ubuuur

menangkap ubur-ubur

menangkap ubur-ubur

menangkap ubur-ubur

menangkap ubur-ubur

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BERJALAN MUNDUR

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berjalan mundur berjalan mundur berjalan mundur berjalan

mundur berjalan mundur berjalan mundur berjalan mundur

berjalan mundur berjalan mundur

 

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berjalan mundur berjalan

mundur lalalala berjalan mundur berjalan mundur berjalan mundur berjalan mundur berjalan mundur

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serunya berjalan munduuur

berjalan mundur berjalan mundur berjalan mundur

berjalan mundur berjalan mundur berjalan mundur berjalan

mundur berjalan mundur berjalan mundur berjalan mundur

berjalan mundur berjalan mundur

patrick, kapan-kapan kita berjalan terbalik, yuk.

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dedicated to Patrick and Bob and eternal childhood

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MUSIM ANJING

ah, taik! padahal sudah sesempit ini dunia, sudah sesesak ini tapi masih aja ada cukup ruang untuk anjing-anjing berebut bangkai, berebut saling gigit, berebut menggigit unuk menjadikan bangkai-bangkai. anjing-anjing buduk yang sama tiap tahunnya. anjing-anjing di medan-medan perang yang membunuhi anak-anak kecil, anjing-anjing di belakang mimbar-mimbar yang berleleran mulutnya penuh air tai karena terlalu bersemangat menjual tuhan, anjing-anjing dalam seragam, anjing-anjing yang mengatasnamakan seni membunuh seni, anjing-anjing yang mencakar-cakar tiap tahun ajaran baru, anjing-anjing sok tahu, anjing-anjing mengaku pelindung, anjing-anjing mengaku sahabat, anjiiiiiiiiing!! 

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aaaaaahh, ngepeeeeet!! ngehe sama kalian, anjing! jangan lengah suatu saat akan kami jadikan kalian tongseng dan kami santap panas-panas dengan sambal dan perasan jeruk nipis, hahahahaha

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taik lo!! anjing!

seeking for truth

We can specify all kind of civilizating human-race into three major categories. The Survivors, the Settlers, and the conquerors.

If these three grades of human-race arranged by an ‘ordinate-subordinate scale’ we possibly find an obvious pattern that  shows survivors may take two positions, on the very bottom and on the top of the grades and the settlers always stands under the conquerors.

In any degrees of any categories of civilization, the seeking of truth and existence never stops. Never was and never will.

It begun with science.

All sciences begin with attempts to define.

Nothing ever has been defined.

Because there is nothing to define.

Darwin wrote “The Origin of Species.”

He was never able to tell what he meant by a “species.” It is not possible to define.

Nothing has ever been finally found out.

Because there is nothing final to find out.

It's like looking for a needle that no one ever lost in a haystack that never was —

But that all scientific attempts really to find out something, whereas really there is nothing to find out, are attempts, themselves, really to be something.

A seeker of Truth. He will never find it. But the dimmest of possibilities—he may himself become Truth.

Or that science is more than an inquiry:

That it is a pseudo-construction, or a quasi-organization: that it is an attempt to break away and locally establish harmony, stability, equilibrium, consistency, entity —

Dimmest of possibilities—that it may succeed.

And if all the propability of truth is redefined  we can find only one way to reveal what covered under it before the sight of dogmative and normative rules wich eshtabilshed many ages by reconstructing a repetitive structure of suspicion on truth itself.

What if there’s no conclusion on any variables we found on the process?

That’s truth.

The moving area of flexible, contextual and miscilanieous possibility is what truth outside and within.